What Makes Your Eyes Roll?
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Foods that I Would Want if I were a Movie Star
As a movie star, having every food/item request fulfilled for me, I would always prefer my dressing room to be full of hotfries and hot wings. Chester's Hot Fries and KFC Hot Wings that is.
Anyone that knows me knows that these two foods are my absolute favorite and that I have loved them since I was a small child. Yum Yum. I love hot stuff.
What Makes Your Eyes Roll?
Brandon, the love of my life makes me roll my eyes. Not in a bad way though. In a really good way. Brandon and I have so many inside jokes between us that usually one of us is rolling our eyes at one another. Even though our relationship is not exactly how we prefer it to be, it couldn't get much better. We are so in love and I am so thankful that God has placed him in my life.
Many relationships would not be able to endure what him and I have went through. That is why I am certain him and I will spend forever together. We are so strong together. So in love. So fearless. For, "there is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear" (1 John 4:18).
What Have I Been Reading Lately?
I have been reading the Bible a lot lately. Mostly the new testament. Right now I am going through the most troublesome time in my life, and the only thing that I can find to help reduce my stress is by reading the Bible. Through it, I find inspiration to hang on instead of giving up. The words in the Bible literally energize me.
There are so many people in the Bible that have been through exactly what I am enduring. They made a mistake, paid consequences for it, and picked up what was left of their life and moved on. That is exactly what I am doing. It's comforting to know that I am not alone in my troubles.
If you are going through a troublesome time in your life, pick up what's left of it and while you are at it, pick up the Bible and read it. It'll help you out. I promise. Read Ephesians and other books written by Paul. They have tremendously helped me.
What Does Faith Mean to You?
When I have faith in something, I am doing something more than hoping that it exist or that it will take place. I am BELIEVING that it does exist or that it will occur. At times, my faith in things runs on a very low level. It is during these moments that depression often tries to squeeze its way into my life, but I refuse to become depressed.
I place my faith in God, knowing that he will take care of all my problems. And that if I sincerely want or need something that falls into line with his will, I will receive it.
I have much faith in Brandon, the love of my life. I know that he will continue to stand by my side during this troublesome time for us. I also have faith that God is working behind the scenes of my life, always viewing things from the bigger picture, always taking care of my legal matter (that seems to be getting worse, but I know it's just God working it out the best way possible for me).
I honestly have faith that Brandon and I will one day get married and live together forever here on this earth. I also honestly have faith that my legal matter is going to work out in a way in which my son's best interest will be honored.
Hopefully, I don't have to come back one day and take down this posting, cause that would mean my faith has been for nothing. And if I don't have faith, I ain't got nothing.
Name Something You Don't Like to Share
I don't like to share time away from Brandon. I understand that he has responsibilities in life and that we can't spend every moment together, but I often feel empty when he is not around. If I had it my way, I would spend every waking moment with him.
Sharing him requires that I understand that his every thought is not about me either. In Whitney's selfish world, I wish he thought of me all the time. I wish he didn't want to go and do things without me, but I am finally learning that time apart is probably a good thing.
Brandon needs to do things that make him feel good about his self. Socialize and do things he enjoys. So, even though this is requiring me to share him with the rest of the world, I am willing to do it. I am willing to accept that the universe does not revolve around me.
Do I Enjoy Rainy Days?
Yes, I often times like rainy days. Now, just two months ago I would have answered this differently because rainy days meant that Brandon and I could not ride his bike. Well, we could ride in the rain and we have, but we don't prefer it.
Anywho, now I like rainy days because they pretty much fit my mood. I'm not implying that I am down and depressed, but I am going through a troublesome time in my life, so the rain reminds me that not all days are good. Yet, in the same sense, rain also means growth, and that is exactly what I am doing right now. Growing through my times of trial.
Name Something that You No Longer Worry About
I figured I could easily answer this prompt, but when I sit down and think about it, in order for me to honestly answer it, I have to say that there is nothing that I no longer worry about. I know that I should not worry about things, yet, I still do. Anything and everything, every little detail of life, I still worry about. I even have two worry lines in between my eyes.
I hope one day that I get to a point in which I do not worry as much, but as for today, worrying consumes a lot of my time. It wasn't too long ago that I wrote a posting advising other people to not worry about things. To hand their problems over to God. I guess I need to take my own words to heart.
What Does "Having It All" Mean? Is it Attainable?
To me, "having it all" means having a perfect life. Perfect health, perfect relationships, perfect attitude, perfect peace. And no, for me, it is not attainable.
My health is not as good as it should be; this is due to many years of injecting illegal substances into my body. My relationships are far from perfect. My attitude often needs a readjustment. And my peace is still working itself out.
Thankfully, I am not a person who wants to "have it all". I am content with the health I have, for it could be far worse. I am content with my relationships because they are growing in a healthy manner. I am content with my attitude, for it has gotten a lot better now that I have realized the world does not revolve around myself. And my peace with the world and myself is getting much stronger.
With all that said, in a sense, I do "have it all", because I have everything I need, and that is all that matters. If you know anyone that "has it all", has that perfect life, please let me know. I would love to meet them.
In What Ways do You Wish You Were more Tech Savvy?
I definitely wish I could become good at building computer programs. I think the way they are built, each process connected to another, should also be used by law enforcement operations. Only those people with a brain similar to mine will understand what I just said.
It was not until about 3 years ago that I became as tech savvy as I now am. I do not even know if you could really consider me tech savvy, as I would say I am very Internet savvy. I can find out informatin on anyone by surfing the Internet and using different search engines, with some of them being paid for. Any who, needless to say, I have surprised a person or two with how much information is available on the Internet.
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